周遭無人，甚享受一人獨處於室。室内微風習，窗外蟬蟲鳴。
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
獨聞琴音蟲鳴
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Suicide
I am sitting here all by my lonesome.
Again, endless assignment. Title is SUICIDE. To be frank, I myself do have the fullest confident in presenting this report but now the information that should put in the report are too little. I did not mean others never done their good job. They have done their part perfectly, I suppose. Since choosing the title, designing the freaking troublesome questionnaire, and asking people filling the survey form up... Everybody has done their job. The complication faced is, too little info could be included in our assignment. That was such a pain...
Now, trying to express my feeling about this program. English for Mass Communication, I really have no idea what is going on with this subject, by the way, I would not comment how was the lecturer conducting his or her lecture and tutorial first. This course was badly designed. I don't understand why the school wants us to prepare a useless report for about 12 weeks and we need to do a presentation regarding what we have done so far. Moreover, the enviroment in the lecture hall is bad; every week, if I not mistaken, we are roasting in the lecture hall; the air-con was malfunction. I make it simple....students' walfare was completely overlooked!
Again, endless assignment. Title is SUICIDE. To be frank, I myself do have the fullest confident in presenting this report but now the information that should put in the report are too little. I did not mean others never done their good job. They have done their part perfectly, I suppose. Since choosing the title, designing the freaking troublesome questionnaire, and asking people filling the survey form up... Everybody has done their job. The complication faced is, too little info could be included in our assignment. That was such a pain...
Now, trying to express my feeling about this program. English for Mass Communication, I really have no idea what is going on with this subject, by the way, I would not comment how was the lecturer conducting his or her lecture and tutorial first. This course was badly designed. I don't understand why the school wants us to prepare a useless report for about 12 weeks and we need to do a presentation regarding what we have done so far. Moreover, the enviroment in the lecture hall is bad; every week, if I not mistaken, we are roasting in the lecture hall; the air-con was malfunction. I make it simple....students' walfare was completely overlooked!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Eye
"What are those words on the white board? I can hardly read them"....
Seems like my eye sight is getting poorer. For me, wearing a spectacle is burdening. Besides gives me a better view of this world; keeping it in a very safe place and must handle it with great care; I can hardly see there is nothing much important for me to have a glasses.
Indeed, I need a glasses, but my habit told me that I will place them in eveywhere.... once in the room, once on the fridge, once on the table. Not keeping it in its case. I'ma fairly lazy guy....haha
Roomates are not here, some go schooling and shopping; sitting here writing this entry, hope that my short-sighted eyes will get better in the future. According to some of my friends, box thorn fruit (a kind of berry) will be helpful.
Seems like my eye sight is getting poorer. For me, wearing a spectacle is burdening. Besides gives me a better view of this world; keeping it in a very safe place and must handle it with great care; I can hardly see there is nothing much important for me to have a glasses.
Indeed, I need a glasses, but my habit told me that I will place them in eveywhere.... once in the room, once on the fridge, once on the table. Not keeping it in its case. I'ma fairly lazy guy....haha
Roomates are not here, some go schooling and shopping; sitting here writing this entry, hope that my short-sighted eyes will get better in the future. According to some of my friends, box thorn fruit (a kind of berry) will be helpful.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Clock is still working at its beats
I have asked myself once. Am I having the same amount of time like others, of I'm having lesser time than others?Yune told me the problem is in how one manages his or her time.
I wonder. The classroom is freezing cold; he is wearing a cardigan, wearing a pair of glasses. He is calm, telling me the truth. Sickness still tortures his weak body. "I'm fine, don't worry" He said.It's time for me to evaluate myself for what I have done along this semester. I suppose, have to keep some time for myself.
Time is precious.
I wonder. The classroom is freezing cold; he is wearing a cardigan, wearing a pair of glasses. He is calm, telling me the truth. Sickness still tortures his weak body. "I'm fine, don't worry" He said.It's time for me to evaluate myself for what I have done along this semester. I suppose, have to keep some time for myself.
Time is precious.
Monday, July 24, 2006
Hooray !
Presentations were over, two presentations in one shot. Good feedback from teacher and friends. Classmates are able to discuss the topics in the tutorial, I was quite happy and amazed...HUH...somewhat tired yet happy cos I stll have another 2 presentations to go in coming weeks.
Tang Dynasty Poem is alright for me. Confident. This is a subject which I don't have to worry so much because I have certain level of knowledge in this subject. Understandable and clear explanation is a must for this subject's presentation. Another subject is English for Mass Comm. This is the subject that I have trouble with it... Luke, the English lecturer is slow in conducting lectures and tutorials. He is good if he teaches secondary school. It just because he always keep repeating the same thing in the class. For instance, "Chinese major students, do you have any question? Please remember to place your memo before your report and bare in mind that appendixes must be placed after the reference...." Help!!! slow~~~~~
There are still a few days for our group to prepare for the report...and now....group members are squeezing their mind to get the ideas for the report and presentation.
Tang Dynasty Poem is alright for me. Confident. This is a subject which I don't have to worry so much because I have certain level of knowledge in this subject. Understandable and clear explanation is a must for this subject's presentation. Another subject is English for Mass Comm. This is the subject that I have trouble with it... Luke, the English lecturer is slow in conducting lectures and tutorials. He is good if he teaches secondary school. It just because he always keep repeating the same thing in the class. For instance, "Chinese major students, do you have any question? Please remember to place your memo before your report and bare in mind that appendixes must be placed after the reference...." Help!!! slow~~~~~
There are still a few days for our group to prepare for the report...and now....group members are squeezing their mind to get the ideas for the report and presentation.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Something from my heart
Hmm...I'm having 2 presentation tomorrow. Modern Chinese Literature and Philosophy. For the Modern Chinese Literature, I'm presenting Leo Ou-Fan Li's "Repaint Shanghai", for another subject is The metaphysics of Wei and Jin Dynasties. Frankly speaking, I have prepared and ready for them. I'm calm, and I'm really sure the presentation for me is just easy as ABC. My partner, Mint, looks quite bad. She is going nuts reading those thick, hard-to-understand yet dry script. It is just ok for me because I found that the script is not hard to understand and some more, I am interested in it.
She said, "I don't understand Leo, is he making himself clear??? Why suddenly Leo quoting Benjamin's quote and then talking about Shanghai with no reason..."
I understand what is going on now... She is the person who does not making herself clear about the text. Actually, catching the keywords from the text is the most important step that she has to be done before critics the text(we are doing Literature criticism). I think this is the way to train her to be ready for critical thinking PROPERLY. I said this because she, sometimes, in a sense that thinking in a certain way which is not so good.
She is good in guessing, but sometims when she talked on something which is already wrong, not true, or perhaps I can say she is talking nonsense. Sometimes she can talk on a certain topic without showing the proof, showing a firm stand to others and I don't think this is good in the tutorial discussions... For those who is clear about what is going on..... he or she knows she is crapping; for those who are still blur or not sure......they may ask themself.....am I right or am I wrong; but for those who is "sleeping" in the classroom......they think she is great.
I think this is the best way showing her effort of how to prepare for a effective discussion.
Back to Philosophy, this is a great subject. I enjoy Mr Yam lecture and I think he is a funny lecture. Wearing a purple long sleve shirt, a pair of fit slacks, a pair of shiny buffed oxford, and a well-groomed hair... a truly metrosexual guy...
Mr. Yam is also from Penang, now he is stying in Damansara... He is good, I hope I can learn something from him in these university life.
She said, "I don't understand Leo, is he making himself clear??? Why suddenly Leo quoting Benjamin's quote and then talking about Shanghai with no reason..."
I understand what is going on now... She is the person who does not making herself clear about the text. Actually, catching the keywords from the text is the most important step that she has to be done before critics the text(we are doing Literature criticism). I think this is the way to train her to be ready for critical thinking PROPERLY. I said this because she, sometimes, in a sense that thinking in a certain way which is not so good.
She is good in guessing, but sometims when she talked on something which is already wrong, not true, or perhaps I can say she is talking nonsense. Sometimes she can talk on a certain topic without showing the proof, showing a firm stand to others and I don't think this is good in the tutorial discussions... For those who is clear about what is going on..... he or she knows she is crapping; for those who are still blur or not sure......they may ask themself.....am I right or am I wrong; but for those who is "sleeping" in the classroom......they think she is great.
I think this is the best way showing her effort of how to prepare for a effective discussion.
Back to Philosophy, this is a great subject. I enjoy Mr Yam lecture and I think he is a funny lecture. Wearing a purple long sleve shirt, a pair of fit slacks, a pair of shiny buffed oxford, and a well-groomed hair... a truly metrosexual guy...
Mr. Yam is also from Penang, now he is stying in Damansara... He is good, I hope I can learn something from him in these university life.
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
原来...也只不过如此...
一山还有一山高，那天到了蕉赖排练，指挥要求奇高，和笛子不打交道的日子已经有几个月了，难免生涩不少。心中微微叹了一口气，唉。。。。。。
小飞是个帅哥，身材瘦削，皮肤白皙，善解人意，还挺幽默。打从心底蛮欣赏他。最重要是关心其他朋友的一颗心，赤子之心，和你称兄道弟，完全是没任何防备， 而且什么话题都能聊，这是我一职以来办不到的事情。别无其他，我只是讨厌说废话，说些应酬的话，虽然知道有时候一些人际关系是要用这种的话语来维持，我一 直很努力的改进，希望能把自己融入大家，可恨的是我的良知一直告诉我：
“你，怎么开始说这种话了？？？”
和小飞闲聊根本不会有这种的事情发生，我很享受和他慢慢聊的时光。他是一个值得深交的朋友，虽然有时他说的冷笑话真的把我气坏了，但是在一个刚认识的朋友 中，又肯在你身上花这么多心思和时间的朋友，那是真的不可多得啊。他的美言，有点过度，回过神想想，就是只想让自己开心。我很想劝他，不要花这样多时间在 一个不会在你身上花时间的人。。。我突然把事情想得那么严重，悲观的我，不会赞同自己，写到这里，眼泪在我眼眶打滚，强忍，就是不让它淌出。。。。。。
小飞，原谅我对你的冷漠，原谅我对你的嘲笑，我会体谅你的无奈。
白雪飘飘
白雪皑皑
跌入树梢
冷得无奈
叫人如何
掰
小飞是个帅哥，身材瘦削，皮肤白皙，善解人意，还挺幽默。打从心底蛮欣赏他。最重要是关心其他朋友的一颗心，赤子之心，和你称兄道弟，完全是没任何防备， 而且什么话题都能聊，这是我一职以来办不到的事情。别无其他，我只是讨厌说废话，说些应酬的话，虽然知道有时候一些人际关系是要用这种的话语来维持，我一 直很努力的改进，希望能把自己融入大家，可恨的是我的良知一直告诉我：
“你，怎么开始说这种话了？？？”
和小飞闲聊根本不会有这种的事情发生，我很享受和他慢慢聊的时光。他是一个值得深交的朋友，虽然有时他说的冷笑话真的把我气坏了，但是在一个刚认识的朋友 中，又肯在你身上花这么多心思和时间的朋友，那是真的不可多得啊。他的美言，有点过度，回过神想想，就是只想让自己开心。我很想劝他，不要花这样多时间在 一个不会在你身上花时间的人。。。我突然把事情想得那么严重，悲观的我，不会赞同自己，写到这里，眼泪在我眼眶打滚，强忍，就是不让它淌出。。。。。。
小飞，原谅我对你的冷漠，原谅我对你的嘲笑，我会体谅你的无奈。
白雪飘飘
白雪皑皑
跌入树梢
冷得无奈
叫人如何
掰
Friday, July 14, 2006
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I'm quite blur recently... The English assignment and report Questionairre made me feel exhausted. Why I felt so?
I went for the Chinese language talk on Wednesday, the speaker was Mr Yang, indeed, a pro in his field, but the talk was a totally dissapointment. Let me tell you what had haappened on that particular day...
Firstly, I thought my members were well-prepared for the talk. I mean chairs and tables were well arranged, but no, the Estate Dept. people were out for lunch at 1 o'clock....We can just wait for another hour to make sure that the talk to be prepared... After a while, they came. Their attitude were bad, saying there only 2 mics, was that a problem to give us 3 mics cos I have wrote down how many mics were needed. He was such a busy body telling yen Wah that 2 mics were enough. I think mics should be enough if there were three. Sometimes, Yen Wah was such a perfectionist...thinking all to be great...but pleasseeeeeeee, nothing is perfect....
Before the talk started, I was panic... no one told me that there was any EMCEE and in front of almost 40 people, I was stunned, worried. I hoped nothing will be happen....the emcee is still not there....I can't do anything,,,,picked up the mic and greet all guest and teacher after a while, starts the talk immeadietly...
Phew... During the talk, he was talking all the basic stuff...not in topic. I was so worried, cos I'm the person who helped him to run the slideshow....sitting in front of all guest like a doll...perhaps you could say I was liked a vase. Doing nothing but just sitting there like a stupid. After an hour, he still talking those basic stuff, felt like wasting my time in the talk. It's better for me to go to PD and support the CUTE Girl as she was the finalist of UTAR Idol.
Finally, the clock showed 4:15pm. There ends the talk... EU EE's organiser sent him go back and frankly speaking, I was quite tired and went to PB library, chatted with Miss Hoe...just a normal chat, nothing special...back home at 9 o'clock.
I went for the Chinese language talk on Wednesday, the speaker was Mr Yang, indeed, a pro in his field, but the talk was a totally dissapointment. Let me tell you what had haappened on that particular day...
Firstly, I thought my members were well-prepared for the talk. I mean chairs and tables were well arranged, but no, the Estate Dept. people were out for lunch at 1 o'clock....We can just wait for another hour to make sure that the talk to be prepared... After a while, they came. Their attitude were bad, saying there only 2 mics, was that a problem to give us 3 mics cos I have wrote down how many mics were needed. He was such a busy body telling yen Wah that 2 mics were enough. I think mics should be enough if there were three. Sometimes, Yen Wah was such a perfectionist...thinking all to be great...but pleasseeeeeeee, nothing is perfect....
Before the talk started, I was panic... no one told me that there was any EMCEE and in front of almost 40 people, I was stunned, worried. I hoped nothing will be happen....the emcee is still not there....I can't do anything,,,,picked up the mic and greet all guest and teacher after a while, starts the talk immeadietly...
Phew... During the talk, he was talking all the basic stuff...not in topic. I was so worried, cos I'm the person who helped him to run the slideshow....sitting in front of all guest like a doll...perhaps you could say I was liked a vase. Doing nothing but just sitting there like a stupid. After an hour, he still talking those basic stuff, felt like wasting my time in the talk. It's better for me to go to PD and support the CUTE Girl as she was the finalist of UTAR Idol.
Finally, the clock showed 4:15pm. There ends the talk... EU EE's organiser sent him go back and frankly speaking, I was quite tired and went to PB library, chatted with Miss Hoe...just a normal chat, nothing special...back home at 9 o'clock.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Hometown
I'm going back today...hoping everything will be done(download all the pdf file from CNKI) and could get a ticket to Penang. I'm not sure whether I could get any ticket because I haven't buy the bus ticket, sounds quite stupid....
blah.....really hope can get 1....
blah.....really hope can get 1....
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Cool`>~>
I feel so good these days, everything seems to be so great.
Chinese Culture Festival was over, feebacks from the Dean and VIPs were good, I am pleased, as hearing these motivating feeback^_^. " You all had done a good job..." I'm the Vice President of Chinese Studies Society. As this position seems to be very busy as if there is any activities being carried out. Foo Onn and me will work together and to coordinate committee members for making every activities perfectly done, this was my idea... I am a perfectionalist, I search for perfection if I could do so. Worrying I can't take over this post from Khor bucause I'm new and still naive...I look forward for any challanges in the future.
I'm gay(old-fashioned) and excited, sing like a bird along the corridor of PA. Even Miss Yap can feel my excitement. This is the first time in the secione semester I have had this feeling. Now I realised how someone feel if he or she has enough time to do something they fond of, such as singing(in happy mood), cleaning the garden, gardening, walking along the street with relax mind...crapping...haha
Something make me feel so good now is I'm having personal time to get myself with books. I'm afraid if I couldn't get myself able to answer those questions in this coming test... Anyway, I look forward to a new day every day.
Chinese Culture Festival was over, feebacks from the Dean and VIPs were good, I am pleased, as hearing these motivating feeback^_^. " You all had done a good job..." I'm the Vice President of Chinese Studies Society. As this position seems to be very busy as if there is any activities being carried out. Foo Onn and me will work together and to coordinate committee members for making every activities perfectly done, this was my idea... I am a perfectionalist, I search for perfection if I could do so. Worrying I can't take over this post from Khor bucause I'm new and still naive...I look forward for any challanges in the future.
I'm gay(old-fashioned) and excited, sing like a bird along the corridor of PA. Even Miss Yap can feel my excitement. This is the first time in the secione semester I have had this feeling. Now I realised how someone feel if he or she has enough time to do something they fond of, such as singing(in happy mood), cleaning the garden, gardening, walking along the street with relax mind...crapping...haha
Something make me feel so good now is I'm having personal time to get myself with books. I'm afraid if I couldn't get myself able to answer those questions in this coming test... Anyway, I look forward to a new day every day.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Insane
I'm going to be insanely busy around this week. I'm the secretary of the Chinese culture festival. Lots of report and minutes need me type out and I would have go for practices in university as I'm a actor in the Play, some more I'm the flautist in the Chinese Orchestra. I'm so worry as if I can't finish the sketch before 28th of June. It's just because we all just received the sketch in a week before 28th. It's so rush, sounds bad if we all the members can't perform well.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
童年的回忆
我还记得小时候倒垃圾的情形。垃圾车是不会经过我家的，我应该交代为何如此。家乡在槟吉这一带的应该知道威省的PACIFIC是什么地方。我以前就是住在哪里，算得准确的话“我家”现在就位于它的大门口附近。州政府说哪里是“非法”住宅区，但我早在哪里居住十年有余，什么非法住宅区，想起来，是蛮可笑的。后来发展商把那块地买了下来充商业用途，居住在那一带的居民也只好搬家。
说回倒垃圾的情形。由于我家属于“非法”住宅区，市政局的垃圾车是不会经过我们的家门口，在整个住宅区的入口处有两个垃圾回收站，垃圾车一个星期来好几回。十多年前的事，现在忘了有几回，但觉得当局还派人把那个垃圾回收站打理得蛮有条理的，至少没有被野猫野狗拖得满地都是垃圾。犹记小时的我，胖得像个圆球，头发几乎剃得精光，个子又矮小，走几步就气喘如牛，最不愿意帮母亲把家里的垃圾拖到回收站丢弃。别无其它，只因家中老大，有什么事发生，弟妹们的矛头就先指向我（现在想起来自己还会在一旁痴笑），我就得负起这责任。
我把装垃圾的塑胶袋系好，从垃圾桶中取出，然后就一鼓作气的把它拿到门前，虽然只是咫尺之距，但我觉得已是好远的距离。袋子里垃圾蛮重的，我又不会骑自行车，就只好一步一步地把垃圾拖到回收站去。我家离路口约100米，但是就只有两个字形容那距离“好远！”小时习惯裸着上身到处乱跑，身体又很会出汗，拖几步就在哪里喘一会，父亲看了摇头，我也只能苦笑。垃圾丢掉后身体就好象被水淋湿般，母亲还以为我掉进水沟里，我就嚷着母亲以后就叫弟弟做这苦差。。。
想起以前，虽然这回忆并不起眼，离乡到外头求学有一年多，童年的回忆，想起来还是会心一笑的。
说回倒垃圾的情形。由于我家属于“非法”住宅区，市政局的垃圾车是不会经过我们的家门口，在整个住宅区的入口处有两个垃圾回收站，垃圾车一个星期来好几回。十多年前的事，现在忘了有几回，但觉得当局还派人把那个垃圾回收站打理得蛮有条理的，至少没有被野猫野狗拖得满地都是垃圾。犹记小时的我，胖得像个圆球，头发几乎剃得精光，个子又矮小，走几步就气喘如牛，最不愿意帮母亲把家里的垃圾拖到回收站丢弃。别无其它，只因家中老大，有什么事发生，弟妹们的矛头就先指向我（现在想起来自己还会在一旁痴笑），我就得负起这责任。
我把装垃圾的塑胶袋系好，从垃圾桶中取出，然后就一鼓作气的把它拿到门前，虽然只是咫尺之距，但我觉得已是好远的距离。袋子里垃圾蛮重的，我又不会骑自行车，就只好一步一步地把垃圾拖到回收站去。我家离路口约100米，但是就只有两个字形容那距离“好远！”小时习惯裸着上身到处乱跑，身体又很会出汗，拖几步就在哪里喘一会，父亲看了摇头，我也只能苦笑。垃圾丢掉后身体就好象被水淋湿般，母亲还以为我掉进水沟里，我就嚷着母亲以后就叫弟弟做这苦差。。。
想起以前，虽然这回忆并不起眼，离乡到外头求学有一年多，童年的回忆，想起来还是会心一笑的。
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
A new day has come
The mist is fresh, cool air,shrouded in the air. I am pleased. My mood is good enough to look forward for a brand new day. Another new day, another new moment has come.
The air is very clean, although I can't really figure out how clean it is... I need this kind of "enviromental motivation" which make me feel happier. This sounds like God is giving me the jouyous gift of the world and I must appreciate it, no matter how I am, no matter where I am, no matter whom I belongs to. I'm not insane. Just feel happy to say so. Somestimes it's no harm for us to express our mind in such way...That's why I am here. Trying to express my feeling through this blog, somewhere which let my inner heart to shout out loud if I need to do so. Class will be at 11am, it's still early. after posting this entry, I would prepare for myself some fruits, slices of bread as my breakfast. It is not heavy breakfast but this quite good for me. To be frank, I'm quite busy for my society actvities and my own study. I would rather give up for my post if there is a chance for me to do so cos I found it to hectic for me. I envy Tao Yuan Ming whom could have that kind of easy-going lifestyle, but, can I make it? I understand life is a mixture of happiness and sadness... as long as I am happy with what I having now, my friends, my family, my books.....This is enough for me already. I don't enquire too much from God. There are sometimes negative action which dashed my spirit, I take this as a test from Him.
I will be very busy for the preparation of the society performing...hope Him will help me to overcome those very busy and fast schedule. I believe in Him so that He could help me.
Using english to express my feeling now is hard. hoping I can converse in english soon.
The air is very clean, although I can't really figure out how clean it is... I need this kind of "enviromental motivation" which make me feel happier. This sounds like God is giving me the jouyous gift of the world and I must appreciate it, no matter how I am, no matter where I am, no matter whom I belongs to. I'm not insane. Just feel happy to say so. Somestimes it's no harm for us to express our mind in such way...That's why I am here. Trying to express my feeling through this blog, somewhere which let my inner heart to shout out loud if I need to do so. Class will be at 11am, it's still early. after posting this entry, I would prepare for myself some fruits, slices of bread as my breakfast. It is not heavy breakfast but this quite good for me. To be frank, I'm quite busy for my society actvities and my own study. I would rather give up for my post if there is a chance for me to do so cos I found it to hectic for me. I envy Tao Yuan Ming whom could have that kind of easy-going lifestyle, but, can I make it? I understand life is a mixture of happiness and sadness... as long as I am happy with what I having now, my friends, my family, my books.....This is enough for me already. I don't enquire too much from God. There are sometimes negative action which dashed my spirit, I take this as a test from Him.
I will be very busy for the preparation of the society performing...hope Him will help me to overcome those very busy and fast schedule. I believe in Him so that He could help me.
Using english to express my feeling now is hard. hoping I can converse in english soon.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Lecturer
I went to my school this morning hangging around. Calling Mr.Lim at first for the result and ask for his advice. He was in the room the time after I had a brief chit-chat with Ms.Clamentine. Though he didn't pick up his phone. I thought he was in the lecture hall giving lecture to his beloved students, hah, the moment I saw him was just like ....oh my god, here comes my hope....
I looked at him, knocking the consultation room's door and I asked, "erm...sir may I ask something for my past exam?"
"Don't talk about the exam, it's still long way to go..." he said.
"okay...thanks sir..." I replied in a polite manner.
Perhaps there was an misunderstanding, I was asking about the previous exam resuls but he thought other way round......
Now I realised how was the feeling being rejected for just asking a question, my heart was in pain, it was dissapointing. Some of my friends are smart enough, they bright students, the can talk about something with passion, the fire keep flaming through the semester. I wish myself could get better result in the future. Though it might be my carelessness and fault that cause me to get such low grade, I regret as if I didn't study well, but this doesn't make sense. This won't happen in the previous semester.
And I believe....this wont't be happened in the coming exam as well....
I looked at him, knocking the consultation room's door and I asked, "erm...sir may I ask something for my past exam?"
"Don't talk about the exam, it's still long way to go..." he said.
"okay...thanks sir..." I replied in a polite manner.
Perhaps there was an misunderstanding, I was asking about the previous exam resuls but he thought other way round......
Now I realised how was the feeling being rejected for just asking a question, my heart was in pain, it was dissapointing. Some of my friends are smart enough, they bright students, the can talk about something with passion, the fire keep flaming through the semester. I wish myself could get better result in the future. Though it might be my carelessness and fault that cause me to get such low grade, I regret as if I didn't study well, but this doesn't make sense. This won't happen in the previous semester.
And I believe....this wont't be happened in the coming exam as well....
Friday, June 09, 2006
CGPA = 3.26
I can't believe that I got such result. It wasn't bad, but, I would say I could get better than 3.26 for my CGPA.
History of chinese literature was the subject which marked the lowest grade amongst all, B-. Preparing for this paper for about 3 weeks before the exam, taking notes and kept revising and revising and memorising the Poems and texts for don't know how many rounds, still, it was a total dissapointment. My heart was stop pumping at that moment once I chechek my result through intranet, I know some of my friends would get better result than me, it is none of my business. The problem is I don't want any subject marked lower grade than B+ and I'm very sure I won't get a B- for that subject. I know what I have done during the exam, everything was in smooth pace.
Can't wait to see him in the morning for his clarification...... I wish to get a scholarship to pursue my studies in the future...............
3.60, you will be mine.
History of chinese literature was the subject which marked the lowest grade amongst all, B-. Preparing for this paper for about 3 weeks before the exam, taking notes and kept revising and revising and memorising the Poems and texts for don't know how many rounds, still, it was a total dissapointment. My heart was stop pumping at that moment once I chechek my result through intranet, I know some of my friends would get better result than me, it is none of my business. The problem is I don't want any subject marked lower grade than B+ and I'm very sure I won't get a B- for that subject. I know what I have done during the exam, everything was in smooth pace.
Can't wait to see him in the morning for his clarification...... I wish to get a scholarship to pursue my studies in the future...............
3.60, you will be mine.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Presentation
Presentation was over.
I was a bit nervous during the Selected Text for Yuan, Ming, Qing Dynasty presentation. Knowing there will be something gone wrong during the presentation, my sense told me that and it had happened. Firstly, I never knew there will be limited laptops and LCD projector in our faculty... so I have got to wait for about 10 minutes before the class commenced. Luckily our Tutor, Helen, she's not yet there. I'm using the precious moment to scan through those note and handouts to racall my memory. Actually the presentation was as easy as ABC, but it would be good if I make it better trying to get higher marks .
Presentation is fun, you never know how it really feel if you never stand in front of a group a people and speak out your ideas and thoughts... I quite enjoy the process though, sometimes, it is somewhat hard to overcome my anxiety and nervous when I can't explain the terms and sentences which could make my classmate better. That will be the time I felt so sorry and sad. Felling sad and sorry because I'm wasting others time, listen a jerk crapping in front of them...
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Finally
Finally, I have finished the report. Nobody would not know what I'm trying to express as if I'm too tired to speak out my angst, my unhappiness. Even I need their emotional support, I have spoken out with some of my friends, but who cares... The numbers were just little. I am just a nobody. I need love, supports; perhaps you too....right. I have the strong feeling of anxiety while lots of workloads come into me. I need help, I need some fresh air to breath, I need a glimpse of light to brighten the darkness. only this can eliminate the anxiety and fear inside my heart. Though it might be useful if something can cherish which are books(yea, I love books, any good books that worth to read), tea, aroma candles...... pop out in front of me...but this sounds too weird, as other may say I was completely done~~~ I was crazy~~~ Some of my ex-classmate chit-chatting in the cafetaria this afternoon, as I was sick, and not willing to throw a single word out from my mounth, I just look at their eyes, my existance made them feel uncomfortable, I said hi...and bye....since when I the type of hi-bye friend for them, I was their good friend before.......Everything were went wrong, Am I wrong?!
Listening to Kevin Kern's music, it was so relaxing, I'm in down mood, chatting with some juniors and friens, they were kind of optimistic guy, never thinking of those weird questions like what I'm thinking now...My mind , now, were full of those passive,stupid questions that could make me jump dowm from 10th floor. Though it might not be wise if somebody died too early, I've got to make myself happier and always in good condition. Maybe, someday, God will consider what good things that I had done and brought me to the heaven.
Again, the mellow tone of Kevin Kern swirlling in my ear...
Listening to Kevin Kern's music, it was so relaxing, I'm in down mood, chatting with some juniors and friens, they were kind of optimistic guy, never thinking of those weird questions like what I'm thinking now...My mind , now, were full of those passive,stupid questions that could make me jump dowm from 10th floor. Though it might not be wise if somebody died too early, I've got to make myself happier and always in good condition. Maybe, someday, God will consider what good things that I had done and brought me to the heaven.
Again, the mellow tone of Kevin Kern swirlling in my ear...
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Hectic
I'm getting sick, tonnes of workload and preparation of reports and presentations dumped into my head and are killing my brain cells. What the life? Hoping one day would not be a stressful day and could make me in cherry mood. When will be the day? I hope everybody will keep doing their job well, study hard and be a helpful friend. Feeling grateful if somebody could share my workload, helping me in the class, but, is it possible if just ask a person to help me? I need cooperation amongst friends in the class, this would be better if everyone is helping each other. Please, don't be SELFISH.
I was in the philosophy tutorial from half past three to five in the afternoon. The tutorial was dry, hard, and I feel so bad now because I fall asleep in the tutorial. I'm tired and in hunger. I wish to have some cookies but the tutor seems like not allowed me to have any. he said: " you better not because this will cause other to do the same thing in the future tutorials...." ARgh!~ I can't believe what he just said and speechless, sitting there and gradually fall asleep. He's sucha a pain....and the reason he gave me was unpleasing~~~~
I bought a packet of Nasi Beriani, some carambolas and bananas from night market. after went back, whole body aching, causing me headache. Again, I slept after finished my food.
Look forward for another new day coming.
I was in the philosophy tutorial from half past three to five in the afternoon. The tutorial was dry, hard, and I feel so bad now because I fall asleep in the tutorial. I'm tired and in hunger. I wish to have some cookies but the tutor seems like not allowed me to have any. he said: " you better not because this will cause other to do the same thing in the future tutorials...." ARgh!~ I can't believe what he just said and speechless, sitting there and gradually fall asleep. He's sucha a pain....and the reason he gave me was unpleasing~~~~
I bought a packet of Nasi Beriani, some carambolas and bananas from night market. after went back, whole body aching, causing me headache. Again, I slept after finished my food.
Look forward for another new day coming.
Friday, May 26, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
开学了！
今天是星期一，开学了．还没开学前，在家里帮忙妈妈看店，到了吉打找找朋友，卡了两次的小孩不笨２，真得很好看，是值得看的一部戏．
朋友给我打电话，问我要不要参加＂汉语桥＂，我想也不想就一口答应了．这还是蛮有水准的考试．能让我打开眼界，岂能错过？！
朋友给我打电话，问我要不要参加＂汉语桥＂，我想也不想就一口答应了．这还是蛮有水准的考试．能让我打开眼界，岂能错过？！
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hoh..stupid dumb dumb~~~
It was sheer stupidity to promise Tan for conducting the class in Alor Setar, and I have lost my precious time of helping my mom to clean the house...It's not just a few hours but a whole day indeed...
Thinking of I could get some side-income from teaching but it didn't seem to be true. Wasting my time and had got a few bucks from it... tiring, yet somehow, I'm sick. Sick of the unefficiency of the students, such freaking lazy yet irresponsible students, taking back the musical room keys to home and then announced through the board saying that practice had been cancelled. Huh... I hope this is the first and the last time that students making such a lame mistake.
What can I do is having a good rest first in Tan's hostel, playing some pieces while watching tv programmes. After he back from school(having a meeting with students) I asked for fetching me to the bus stop and get a cab to the bus station, taking an Express bas to Butterworth. When I arrived home, it's already 10 something. Should I make this happen again in the future? It's plain lame to go there again...
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
mad
Everything seems so hard for me today, felt like vomiting cos didn't sleep well last night. Friends still sending me short message of birthday greetings, I felt so great, somebody still cares....sigh....I cried in the toilet cos having these friends. Felt like bleesed by others, the feeling was good.
Browsing through Yahoo searching for some cello pictures...now got some, the textures and tone coloue were spellbound. Looks alike tiger stripes...The Montagnana cello really produces booming bass sound, you can listen to YoYo-Ma's album...that incredicle sound overwhelmed me...yea...Ma's rocks!Though pictures shown were not his cello..perhaps owned by someone who could play it well.:)
I have fed up talking and complaining with the situation I'm facing these few days...It doesn't feel good and make me going to throw a tantrum in the kitchen because I have had enough of the continuous mumbled of others ...I'm in bad mood and keep washing the cups and saucers in the kitchen while my mom speechless and looked at me. I stared at her. Continue doing my job, no longer looking at anybody. The silence remain in my heart...
Cups were so fragile, yet somehow, were earthen cups and my hands were wet, loosing my grip and I was stunned...Cups have broken into pieces and the cracking sounds of cups broke the silence of my heart....when will be my brand new day?
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
~~argh~~
I have had enough, I am wondering why I am so easily fustrated these day, I'm so grumpy, complaining everything even it's a good thing or idea which comes from my parents. Am I understandable for them, should they listen to my opinon first or just keep rejecting me just because I'm still a know-nothing child...
Hey...come on, I'm already 22...yesterday was just my birhtday. Not hoping any discouragement or disapproving by others, just wanna be myself and should I act like a stupid who fools around in my limited life...then it's better to kill me now by using the butcher knive I sharpen yesterday... ;(
Some people just like to turn me down, but for sure I won't face the ground. Well I'm still strong and can even fight back the bad situation... Don't thought I'm a helpful person and even taking me for granted.....I'm still human, I have the emotions that you all have too...
Everybody...don't ever take anybody...for grant...cos you never know you might gonna lose some.... and you would never know how they relly feel...
I'm not a expressive guy...peeps...feel free to comment whatever sounds wrong in my blog.
Hey...come on, I'm already 22...yesterday was just my birhtday. Not hoping any discouragement or disapproving by others, just wanna be myself and should I act like a stupid who fools around in my limited life...then it's better to kill me now by using the butcher knive I sharpen yesterday... ;(
Some people just like to turn me down, but for sure I won't face the ground. Well I'm still strong and can even fight back the bad situation... Don't thought I'm a helpful person and even taking me for granted.....I'm still human, I have the emotions that you all have too...
Everybody...don't ever take anybody...for grant...cos you never know you might gonna lose some.... and you would never know how they relly feel...
I'm not a expressive guy...peeps...feel free to comment whatever sounds wrong in my blog.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Birthday!
Today is my big day yet there's nothing to celebrate.
What to do? Sigh~~... Should I insist going to the mall for shopping or again...buying some stories books? Hehe, I suppose this is not my resort. I should clean my room, I'm a clean freak, erm....Am I? I suppose I am.. Bsim said this to me too. I felt comfortable in a well-cleaned enviroment.
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I was so busy in the restaurant and finally urging my little brother helping me through the cleaning. Not taking him for granted cos he is the person sharing the room with me and he should clean the room too. I am grateful for what he has done and I think this is fair enough for both of us...
Turned on the PC and let him to have some fun with the games, it'd be wise and this have been the tradition for asking a helping hand from him.
My dear little brother, you have got to be a diligent boy, try to help mom in the shop if you have had finished your homework and don't fool around in the school. You are not a useless person, you just lazy to make yourself great. Try to overcome the hardship in your studies, nothing is impossible and may the happiness always with you!
What to do? Sigh~~... Should I insist going to the mall for shopping or again...buying some stories books? Hehe, I suppose this is not my resort. I should clean my room, I'm a clean freak, erm....Am I? I suppose I am.. Bsim said this to me too. I felt comfortable in a well-cleaned enviroment.
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I was so busy in the restaurant and finally urging my little brother helping me through the cleaning. Not taking him for granted cos he is the person sharing the room with me and he should clean the room too. I am grateful for what he has done and I think this is fair enough for both of us...
Turned on the PC and let him to have some fun with the games, it'd be wise and this have been the tradition for asking a helping hand from him.
My dear little brother, you have got to be a diligent boy, try to help mom in the shop if you have had finished your homework and don't fool around in the school. You are not a useless person, you just lazy to make yourself great. Try to overcome the hardship in your studies, nothing is impossible and may the happiness always with you!
我要再吹笛子
那天去了亚罗士打，见了老友，胖了，说是吃得好睡得好。真好！
见到他甚是高兴，又可以和知己、知音一同讨论笛子的进展和切磋笛艺。
小陈今非昔比，长进不少了。我和他相比有如天壤，再加上课业的繁重及把重心放在学业上。笛艺越来越差，手指、舌头、呼吸越来越不听话了。看了朋友今天的成绩，真羡慕。心想，在这方面花多一点时间是不错的，一来可以消遣，二来可以修身养性，有什么不好？只是室友又要说"你干嘛又重复同样的乐句？"
拜托，练习就是这样的嘛......
我和他到了槟城, 他先把我送到巴士车站, 到新光大溜了两圈，没什么买。就到二手书局逛一逛，收获蛮丰，买了托尔斯泰、荻更斯、哈荻的书。计划在今年看完:)。希望这目标真的能达到。我相信我能！现在书到手中，我就会情不自禁的将它慢慢的翻阅、浏览、咀嚼。所以我坚信我能！！！
花了一圆搭公车到码头，等了15分钟的渡轮，大雨把我的伞打湿了，可渡轮还没倒。我真的该相信缘分这东西吗？我和小陈又见面了，他刚在中学教琴后和他女友用膳完毕就准备乘长巴回太平，有时这东西还是冥冥中注定，虽然我认为人定胜天，是人操控天，非天操控人，但有时候就真的让我惊叹上天的安排是那么的巧妙，而那把陪我度过许多风雨骄阳的粉红色折伞却在我没收好下不见了。我上了去大山脚的60号巴士才惊觉的！怎么那么的糊涂？！责怪自记得愚蠢和粗心！
说回笛子，既然我坚信我能把Austen和荻更斯读完，把笛子吹好也不是问题。我要把水准抓回来并进一步将它提升！！！
见到他甚是高兴，又可以和知己、知音一同讨论笛子的进展和切磋笛艺。
小陈今非昔比，长进不少了。我和他相比有如天壤，再加上课业的繁重及把重心放在学业上。笛艺越来越差，手指、舌头、呼吸越来越不听话了。看了朋友今天的成绩，真羡慕。心想，在这方面花多一点时间是不错的，一来可以消遣，二来可以修身养性，有什么不好？只是室友又要说"你干嘛又重复同样的乐句？"
拜托，练习就是这样的嘛......
我和他到了槟城, 他先把我送到巴士车站, 到新光大溜了两圈，没什么买。就到二手书局逛一逛，收获蛮丰，买了托尔斯泰、荻更斯、哈荻的书。计划在今年看完:)。希望这目标真的能达到。我相信我能！现在书到手中，我就会情不自禁的将它慢慢的翻阅、浏览、咀嚼。所以我坚信我能！！！
花了一圆搭公车到码头，等了15分钟的渡轮，大雨把我的伞打湿了，可渡轮还没倒。我真的该相信缘分这东西吗？我和小陈又见面了，他刚在中学教琴后和他女友用膳完毕就准备乘长巴回太平，有时这东西还是冥冥中注定，虽然我认为人定胜天，是人操控天，非天操控人，但有时候就真的让我惊叹上天的安排是那么的巧妙，而那把陪我度过许多风雨骄阳的粉红色折伞却在我没收好下不见了。我上了去大山脚的60号巴士才惊觉的！怎么那么的糊涂？！责怪自记得愚蠢和粗心！
说回笛子，既然我坚信我能把Austen和荻更斯读完，把笛子吹好也不是问题。我要把水准抓回来并进一步将它提升！！！
Sunday, May 14, 2006
This couple
Sometimes this really tear my heart away. Am i a busybody at first??? I rather said I'm not.
Tan and Teoh(tt) are friends. They had been together for years, since I knew tt, they're quite well and don't quarrel at all. This reason really amazing and I always hope them will be together for he rest of their life. Sadly, I have no idea since when the started fighthing, and now he said this matter is "easy come easy go". I'm not quite sure is that true, though she said it's hurt and she didn't want this last for life. I can't help tt. This is their problem and they have got to underge this badtime which they're facing now.
I always thinking should they fight. Can he look at other girls? Can she scold him just because he looked at other girls...
Is the problem of lady or guy? Is that the problem? I can't figure out. Though respect is the most important element in such kind if relationship. I guess.
Tan and Teoh(tt) are friends. They had been together for years, since I knew tt, they're quite well and don't quarrel at all. This reason really amazing and I always hope them will be together for he rest of their life. Sadly, I have no idea since when the started fighthing, and now he said this matter is "easy come easy go". I'm not quite sure is that true, though she said it's hurt and she didn't want this last for life. I can't help tt. This is their problem and they have got to underge this badtime which they're facing now.
I always thinking should they fight. Can he look at other girls? Can she scold him just because he looked at other girls...
Is the problem of lady or guy? Is that the problem? I can't figure out. Though respect is the most important element in such kind if relationship. I guess.
又是书
最近狂买书, 真担心有一天会买到破产. :-|到了书局买了一些，又到二手书局买一些英文古典小说，更打算在下学期的时候看完 Jane Austen 的六部经典小说 [ Sense and sensibility/ Pride and Prejudice/ Emma/ Northanger Abbey/ Persuasion/ Mansfield Park ].同学问我是不是打算转系，从中文系转英文系。只是笑笑，不多说。后来传了一篇朋友的英文诗歌给他，也不多评。
给我的原因有意思，
"还没能随心所欲地操控英文，不应该妄作判断"
这真有意思，是冷静及理性的话，能说这种话的人太少了，有点感叹。片面之词，往往听得太多，倍感恶心。是一种米养百种人还是后天的造就?
给我的原因有意思，
"还没能随心所欲地操控英文，不应该妄作判断"
这真有意思，是冷静及理性的话，能说这种话的人太少了，有点感叹。片面之词，往往听得太多，倍感恶心。是一种米养百种人还是后天的造就?
Thursday, May 11, 2006
~New Books~
I went to Popular Megamall yesterday, thinking of buying some novels and Poems. Huh...perhaps the price had been risen, from RM6.50 to RM 8.50. It's ok, still affordable.
I bought Crime and Punishemnt(FYODOR DOSTOYEVSKY), The Hunchback of Notre-Dame(VICTOR HUGO)--and I'm currently downloading the whole soundtrack...it's cool and interesting! The Diary of a Nobody(GEORGE and WEEDON GROSSMITH), Selected Poems by Robert Burns(now I knew the Auld Lang Syne was written by him.)Though this collection of poem is somewhat difficult for me to digest because it's written in English and scottish dielect....so i'm thinking of to ask for return the poem and get another title without any charges...
Aiks, I hope this will not troublt the officer in the regarding bookstore.
I bought Crime and Punishemnt(FYODOR DOSTOYEVSKY), The Hunchback of Notre-Dame(VICTOR HUGO)--and I'm currently downloading the whole soundtrack...it's cool and interesting! The Diary of a Nobody(GEORGE and WEEDON GROSSMITH), Selected Poems by Robert Burns(now I knew the Auld Lang Syne was written by him.)Though this collection of poem is somewhat difficult for me to digest because it's written in English and scottish dielect....so i'm thinking of to ask for return the poem and get another title without any charges...
Aiks, I hope this will not troublt the officer in the regarding bookstore.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Life is monotonous
Sometimes I have to say life is like that, when we're working. Even though I have that kind of feeling towards life, I understand life is full of great times and hard times,is not only monotonous that I've been facing for years.
Seriously, I hate exam, I hate talking with stranger whom I dind't know at all. I feel is kinda hard for me to devolop a new relationship with someone whom I didn't know at all. It's just fine for me to talk with them, but please, I just prefer hi-bye, sometimes, perhaps I'm just a unapproachable person. I'm like a bomb, which will explode anytime when it feels want to be.
Really go nuts these days, helping my mom in the coffee shop, working form day till night, seriously, I hate this kind of life. I need some kind of miracle to make myself away from this kind of life... and there is only music can be my very best friend on this moment. I love Mariah Carey's music, classical music which will calm my mind down...
I hate the hectic pace of coffee shop. Everything has to be prompt. You've got to provide prompt service to customers, sometimes you've just got to please them...This is the thing that will always pissed me off.
To my dear customers, if you are so please to have a cup of refreshment in my shop, because of the good enviroment, the food and the people here, I'm so glad and will always welcome you to come over to my place, otherwise, it's good to stay away from me. It's not wise to provoke me...
Huh..perhaps I was too picky and fussy to be a waiter....or a "dishwasher"....
Seriously, I hate exam, I hate talking with stranger whom I dind't know at all. I feel is kinda hard for me to devolop a new relationship with someone whom I didn't know at all. It's just fine for me to talk with them, but please, I just prefer hi-bye, sometimes, perhaps I'm just a unapproachable person. I'm like a bomb, which will explode anytime when it feels want to be.
Really go nuts these days, helping my mom in the coffee shop, working form day till night, seriously, I hate this kind of life. I need some kind of miracle to make myself away from this kind of life... and there is only music can be my very best friend on this moment. I love Mariah Carey's music, classical music which will calm my mind down...
I hate the hectic pace of coffee shop. Everything has to be prompt. You've got to provide prompt service to customers, sometimes you've just got to please them...This is the thing that will always pissed me off.
To my dear customers, if you are so please to have a cup of refreshment in my shop, because of the good enviroment, the food and the people here, I'm so glad and will always welcome you to come over to my place, otherwise, it's good to stay away from me. It's not wise to provoke me...
Huh..perhaps I was too picky and fussy to be a waiter....or a "dishwasher"....
Monday, May 08, 2006
A Poem to Share with you guys...
Are friends delight or pain?
Could bounty but remain
_Riches were good.
But if they only stay
Bolder to fly away
_Riches are sad.
I saw this poem from the Collected Poems of Emily Dickinson.
Folks, something good to ask... Are friends delight or pain??
I'm sure there is an answer deep inside your heart.
Through the Rain and If I Ain't Got You Mp3...if you guys need it, there is no problem for me to share with you all...
Email me if you need them...
Could bounty but remain
_Riches were good.
But if they only stay
Bolder to fly away
_Riches are sad.
I saw this poem from the Collected Poems of Emily Dickinson.
Folks, something good to ask... Are friends delight or pain??
I'm sure there is an answer deep inside your heart.
Through the Rain and If I Ain't Got You Mp3...if you guys need it, there is no problem for me to share with you all...
Email me if you need them...
Sunday, May 07, 2006
==Songs That I Love==
Mariah Carey--Through the Rain
VERSE 1
WHEN YOU GET CAUGHT IN THE RAIN
WITH NOWHERE TO RUN
WHEN YOU'RE DISTRAUGHT
AND IN PAIN WITHOUT ANYONE
WHEN YOU KEEP CRYING OUT TO BE SAVED
BUT NOBODY COMES
AND YOU FEEL SO FAR AWAY
THAT YOU JUST CAN'T FIND YOUR WAY HOME
YOU CAN GET THERE ALONE, IT'S OK
ONCE YOU SAY
CHORUS
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
I CAN STAND UP ONCE AGAIN
ON MY OWN AND I KNOW
THAT I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO MEND
AND EVERYTIME I FEEL AFRAID
I HOLD TIGHTER TO MY FAITH
AND I LIVE ONE MORE DAY
AND I MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
VERSE 2
AND IF YOU KEEP FALLING DOWN
DON'T YOU DARE GIVE IN
YOU WILL ARISE SAFE AND SOUND
SO KEEP PRESSING ON STEADFASTLY
AND YOU'LL FIND WHAT YOU NEED TO PREVAIL
ONCE YOU SAY
CHORUS
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
I CAN STAND UP ONCE AGAIN
ON MY OWN AND I KNOW
THAT I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO MEND
AND EVERYTIME I FEEL AFRAID
I HOLD TIGHTER TO MY FAITH
AND I LIVE ONE MORE DAY
AND I MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
BRIDGE
AND WHEN THE WIND BLOWS
AND SHADOWS GROW CLOSE
DON'T BE AFRAID
THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN'T FACE
AND SHOULD THEY TELL YOU
YOU'LL NEVER PULL THROUGH
DON'T HESITATE
STAND TALL AND SAY
CHORUS
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
I CAN STAND UP ONCE AGAIN
ON MY OWN AND I KNOW
THAT I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO MEND
AND EVERYTIME I FEEL AFRAID
I HOLD TIGHTER TO MY FAITH
AND I LIVE ONE MORE DAY
AND I MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
CHORUS
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
AND STAND UP ONCE AGAIN
AND I'LL LIVE ONE MORE DAY, AND I
I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
ENDING
OH YES YOU CAN
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THE
RAIN
Written by Mariah Carey and Lionel Cole
~Another one~
Alicia Keys--If I Ain't Got You
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
and I've been there before
that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love 'em
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
with no one to share
with no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
but I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me baby
Oh, ooh, so nothing in this whole
wide world dont mean a thing
If I aint got you with me baby
Saturday, May 06, 2006
...Merci...
This is the first blog which I have written...
Just thinking of to say something out of my heart, not bursting nor mumbling around, it's a way to express myself. Though i'm not a person who is very expressive... ^_^
Anyway, bloggers there, Sean is welcome you to view his blog....
Something to share and learn, I think this is the most important part and motive why he writes this blog...
Have a good time :D
Just thinking of to say something out of my heart, not bursting nor mumbling around, it's a way to express myself. Though i'm not a person who is very expressive... ^_^
Anyway, bloggers there, Sean is welcome you to view his blog....
Something to share and learn, I think this is the most important part and motive why he writes this blog...
Have a good time :D
与书度日
还没回家乡前到了吉隆坡的书局扫书...
扫书, 这词用的蛮到位的, 早起的鸟儿有虫吃。
正逢五一, 大众书局和时代广场的大将书局办了书展, 买了陈平原、舒本华、一些cd、一些学术味道很重的书，还有一些软性书籍。。。 多希望在22号开学的时候还有充裕的时间放我在这书丛打转。别无他，我觉得书可以让我好好的消磨时间，对着一些人，很累。
跑了两趟， 花了近300元的书，室友看了又要摇头了。。。这些书要往哪儿摆。。。
呵呵， 管他。。。
扫书, 这词用的蛮到位的, 早起的鸟儿有虫吃。
正逢五一, 大众书局和时代广场的大将书局办了书展, 买了陈平原、舒本华、一些cd、一些学术味道很重的书，还有一些软性书籍。。。 多希望在22号开学的时候还有充裕的时间放我在这书丛打转。别无他，我觉得书可以让我好好的消磨时间，对着一些人，很累。
跑了两趟， 花了近300元的书，室友看了又要摇头了。。。这些书要往哪儿摆。。。
呵呵， 管他。。。
郁闷...
今天有个冲动想到学校, 洗刷完毕后就驱车过去. 到了学校附近的市场, 买了一些糕点, 嘴里叼着慢啃. 觉得今天的日新有点不同. 凯旋道, 变样了; 校园粉饰了一番, 有个焕然一新的感觉...
学校是冷清的, 物是人非... 我, 则扑个空. 以为会在学校找到比我小几岁的朋友陪我聊聊...吃吃东西...
在校溜了两圈, 马来 pak guard 在食堂远望，我也没多看他，口里还是叼着那咖喱角. 走着瞧瞧... 问了在操场上锻炼的足球队员, 好样的, 居然还有人在踢足球.
"学校没活动啦?"
"快考试了, 都暂停了."
"哦. 谢谢! "
从裤袋里拿出车匙，开车回家。
学校是冷清的, 物是人非... 我, 则扑个空. 以为会在学校找到比我小几岁的朋友陪我聊聊...吃吃东西...
在校溜了两圈, 马来 pak guard 在食堂远望，我也没多看他，口里还是叼着那咖喱角. 走着瞧瞧... 问了在操场上锻炼的足球队员, 好样的, 居然还有人在踢足球.
"学校没活动啦?"
"快考试了, 都暂停了."
"哦. 谢谢! "
从裤袋里拿出车匙，开车回家。
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